venting

Someday I will stop yearning for you
I will be able to breath and live freely
Stronger than what I was before
Someday I won't feel as though I still need....you
Awakened and feeling empty
One day I will stop looking and hoping that you will see me for me and change your ways
One day I will no longer fill my head with thoughts of you
Mad at myself for letting you become this much apart of me
One day I will be able to look back on this and not be affected by the memories
One day I will be able to look back on this and see the blessing