She is

She is my everything next to God and my children 
She makes me want to be better and do better
Not always do I show my appreciation but, I appreciate her
I could never stray because there is no one who would love me like she
Like a construction site we are building from the ground up and despite the hiccups i'd never give up on her nor us
As waves are in water our minds are constantly flowing thinking of ways to be better in order to do better
Two people on separate paths who have come together as rope binding and intertwining to become stronger
 Searching no longer for a love connection from her I receive nurture and affection 
She is my confidant who doesn't judge me she accepts me as i accept her and loves me. 
Slowly I let down my guard 
Slowly she enters in to my world 
Despite my fears and armor she has taken my heart
Withdrawals from when she left me was the hardest part 
It is crazy how the euphoria comes over you of being in love when you've foughht so hard to block it 
There is no way to stop it 
You cant overlook it
You fight against it but so desperately need it 
In the end no one wants to be alone 
We want unconditional love and someone to come home to 
Proven by her actions i know that she is that
I will fight for her to let go of her pride to keep her by side 
2017 she will be my wife if we do this right 
I can't wait until we have achieved the building of our foundation