Subjected to Friendship

I was strung out on you. Couldn’t believe how you had me lost and mesmerized in an illusion of anus. You warned me. Ignored it, thinking things could be different. Competing with your pets, baby momma, wife, and work life. I just can’t seem to fit into your world. You made it hard to get through. I don’t understand how someone could come after a person just to dismiss them. Treat them how they want just to keep them where they want them.  Tricked me out like a dope fiend. I just wanted you to make me feel like I was a priority but, instead received excuses on the why’s and what’s. It’s crazy how you can fall for someone and everything occurred on bad timing. I know that it isn’t me because I was just an innocent bystander subjected to your desire.