Thursday, June 12, 2014

My cries for you

trying to block you from my thoughts
trying to forget the fight i faught to keep you
to have you
damn i wanted you
wanted for by my side as my wife
not wanting to realize this relationship was based on a lie
i wish it was true that you were in love with me
wishing i could be the one to fulfill you
hurting because i realized i am not the one for you
realizing that i am not her and never could be
where did it all go wrong
i remember when it was just me
every door that I have open to start again you've closed
my heart left open
my mind left with questions you're no longer willing to answer
i question if it is karma from the scars i gave you
oh how i've tried so hard to make it up to you
this is a worthless fight
eventhough i have said goodbye
i can no longer stop the tears i cry inside
my heart aches
my mind is going from knowing your heart now resides with her
i want to walk away but my heart aches
stupid me willing to stand by your side while you gaze in her eyes
willing to be played like a tune
hoping you'll realize it's me and that we'll be together soon
stupid me for wanting you and only you

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