Fighting to keep what you're unsure you want.
Thinking about what may happen instead of living day to day.
The past still haunts you bringing forth insecurities.
How can you build a foundation without trust?
How can you want forever holding onto a ring for someone you're unsure of committing to?
We all have wants-
The question is what do you need?
Do you need me as much as you say you want me?
I'm beyond sex with you.
I'm able to survive you without it.
I believe I've proved it.
Doesn't mean I don't want you.
There are other things more important things that I need from you.
It may take to be without me for you to realize whether you in fact need me-
Breathe me-
And can 100% commit to me.
Starting over is starting over
Doesn't mean we can't pick up where we left off-
Just means we aren't reliving the past that caused us to fall.
Apart can be an ending or a new beginning -
It's a choice not a finalization.
Tired of going in circles
Jumping over hurdles
An pleading my case as if I'm testifying on a stand
It's becoming overrated
Tad bit frustrating
It didn't use to be exhausting-
Needing breaks and taking only small doses of you.
It use to be evolving and breath taking-
Heart jumping awaiting to see you-
Exciting to be near you-
There's great conversation but that's becoming minimal too-
It seems to end up in some form of argument with you.
My oh my what are we going to do?
My mind says leave it-
My heart says stick it through.
How much can a person take if they can't get simple things from you?
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